Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Cancer free

Yahoo!  Cancer free.  I called the doctor's office and they said nothing was found.  So......I won't rant and rave about how they didn't call me back.  I'll just be grateful. 

I am also not going to rant and rave about the current "going ons" of my life.   But suffice to say, I wish I had a constant I.V. flow of Franzia to deal with it all.


Happy New Year!

Monday, December 28, 2009


I don't want you to worry about this.  This is probably nothing.  It's better just to get it checked out as a precaution. 


Probably nothing?  Don't worry?  My poor OB/GYN has no idea that his patient is a whackjob and "worry" is pretty much her middle name.  June Worry Cleaver.  40 sucks.  Pap smears suck. This year's trip in the stirrups detected a little redness and swelling in my cervix.  Okay.  And?  Well, he decided to do a little biopsy...."just to be sure".  Should have the results in about a week to 10 days.  I had this done on December 10th.  No results yet.  Or they haven't called me with the results yet.  I called them on the 17th and they told me the results were not back yet, but that they would call me just as soon as they had the results.  And, well, I don't want to be a pest.  But.....well I went all through Christmas wondering - "Do I?".  And if they haven't called, at least I can live with the thought that I don't.  And once they call, whether it's good or bad, I'll know for sure. Do I really want to sure?  Because once they make the call, it's for sure.  No going back.  But of course I need to know for sure, because not knowing and wondering is driving me crazy-er!


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Maybe I should be worried

I have a little announcement to make.  Now before I make it, I want you all to remain calm.  I don't want anyone yelling - "What the hell, June?  Have you finally lost all of your pearls?"  Ok?  Deal?


Ready?  Seriously now, no yelling at me. 


It is December 8th and I have not put up one Christmas decoration or bought one Christmas present.  Zip, zilch, nada, nada!


So there!


I think my procrastination has sunk to an all time low.  I think I'll go have a glass of wine and think about it!